Your Angels  / Kayla Gilbert
Nicole, I just read this and sit here cryin my eyes out. Your such a strong mommy and Jaden & Leland are right where they need to be-watching over you. I never got to meet Jaden, but he was obviously a little fighter, especially if he is anything like Cadence is. You and your family will always be in my prayers. Love you all. Close

For Nicole...  / Tessica Trudell (From WTE Jan 09 board )
What a heartbreaking story. Nicole, I am so incredibly sorry for the losses of both your sons. I have tears running down my face right now and my heart is hurting so bad for you. I just want to tell you how incredibly sorry I am for the losses of all your babies. You will be in my prayers Close

Jaden your sisters questions  / Nana (Nana)

Jaden,  
      You and your sister (Cadence) would have and is just a little over 3.  Cadence has questions about you.   She has ask many times over the last couple of months  " Were is Jaden"  my reply is Jaden is in heaven watching over us and he is always with you he is in your heart and will always be there.  I have a picture on my wall of your 1st Christmas (only).  Cadence will look at that Picture and say that is Brother or bubba and ask about the picture.  You are holding a plate of cookies and she is holding  a glass of milk and Destiny has a story book.  Cadence wants to know is bubba eating those cookies and I tell her no it was just a toy.  You were so upset you did not like the lady that took the pictures.  Not just her you did not like strangers at all.   I just want to feel as though I was closer to you and I want to share some of the things that go on in our lives where you are concerned.  I know that you watch over us each and every day and I also know that you are in all of our hearts but there are days that my heart breaks because you are gone and that smile and sweet face I guess I should say I can not touch that sweet face or smell you when I hold you close.  You will never be gone I will forever hold you so very close in my heart.   You are nana's little bubba and I love you so very much please watch over us all more so your other half your baby sister Cadence.    I Love you hugs and kisses forever .   Nana

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sorry / Jenny Sullinan
I just wanted to say sorry, I didn't realize the dates and thought you were pregnant again, I just don't want you to think I am being rude Close

Beautiful Angels  / Jenny Sullivan
I am so sorry about the loss of your 2 angels! You have a beautiful family. I saw a picture of you on baby gaga and I just wanted to say I wish you all the best for your upcoming family addition! I am also 10 weeks, this is my 6th pregnancy in 16 years and this will be my 3rd child. I have not gone through what you have but I know the feeling of loss, I give you so much credit for keeping your spirits high and remaining a rock for the rest of you family. I had a minor breakdown after the loss of my last child and truly didn't think I had what it took to try again. You truly are an inspiration to all mothers, I know I don't know you but you are in my thoughts and prayers and I wanted to thank you for sharing what I know is such a difficult, personal and sensative matter with me. Also, I read what some of the women had to say about how you look this time around and I wanted to say that I think you are absolutly beautiful and the opinions of the people who know you and love you are the only opinions that truly matter. Take care of yourself hun and I will be thinking about you as we travel through the next 30 weeks together!! xoxo Jenny Close

Thoughts of you, Memories of them  / Desiree' Raynor (friend of Nicole's )
N, I thought I'd seen all your pictures from the other site. I was wrong. You did a good job here and must've spent alot of time. What a tribute!! I hope all is well and you are having a wonderful life with your girly angels on Earth. I've said before and I'll say again (you know me...put it all on the table), I'm sorry you have had this pain, but keep strong in your faith....You are doing a great job!
Jaden & Leland: lots of people love you little guys and will see you again someday. Watch over your sisters. The memories of you will live on.
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I am so sorry from another angel mom  / Sonya Sneed (Found mommy on Babygaga )
I saw you post on babygaga, and that is how I found this beautiful memorial site.  I am so sorry for what you have been through with both of your sons.  I have also lost two sons, one at 19 weeks and one at 23 weeks due to an incompetent cervix, so I know how hard it is to lose your children.  Please know that you and your family will always be in my thoughts and prayers.  I hope our boys are playing together in Heaven!  :-)

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Strong / Brittanee Scott (friend of mother )

You are a very strong woman to keep doing what your doing. You keep your head up and I know you will. Your kids was a blessing from god and he wanted them back. They came onto this earth for a reason and that was to make a stance. My heart goes out to you and your husband. I probley could not of gone on if that  would of happened to me and i tip my hat to you. I wish I could of been around when you went through all of this and  I'm sorry. I have you in my prayers and I will talk to you soon.Congrats on the beatiful lil girls and the two handsome young boys you brought into this world...Their watching over your family.... your page made me cry and realize that everybody that has a child is blessed and some people take it for granted and some cherish what god has given them and you are proof of what people call a GOOD MOTHER......

                luv, 
                      Brittanee, Jaylen, Gavin and Nathan

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My Prayer  / Jennifer Cooper
My prayers are with you, as I sat and read the story of your life, it made me stop to remember my loss as well, I lost a Baby at 18 and then discovered I had PCOS and that I most like could not concieve, the heartbreak of it all has been hidden inside of me and as i read your story, I know that I am not alone, i know that god has plans for us all including us, Just know your in my thoughts and prayers and know that this site is reaching the right people. I can see that your such a wonderful person..a strong woman who is Godly. I went on an animal site and thats where i found the link...Thank you for sharing your babys with us.

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You are not alone  / Sydney Truax
As I sat here reading Jaden's life story I couldn't help but cry. It brings back so many Memories of what has happened in my past. In 2003 I had a daughter Krystle born at 19 1/2 weeks and in 2004 I had my son Dylan who was born at 26 1/2 weeks. My son survived my daughter didn't I can completely understand where you are coming from. I just want you to know that you are not alone and that I am deeply sorry for everything you have gone through. Close

I am so Sorry  / Suzanne Robinson (none)
My heart aches for you. Love Suzanne Close

You are a wonderful Person  / Kymme Stevens
  I am sooo sorry for your loss. The story hit me like a blow to the stomic, I cant begin to imagin how you must have felt. You are an amazing person with much stregnth to share your store with the world. You should be admired by all. He is gourgous! Close

I'm so sorry for your loss.  / Judy Humphrey (none)
I saw your beautiful sons and read your beautiful but sad words.I do not know how you felt but I have a grown son and three grandsons,I am so thankful every day,and I don't take any one of them for granted.My sister lost her baby boy on the day he was born.His embilical cord was wrapped around his neck when he was born.He weighed 9 lbs. and 10 ounces.He was beautiful too like your sons.I watched my sister suffer for a long time.I know she still does inside but only God can take away the pain.He would be 19 yrs old now.May God be with you and your family always,I know your babies will be.




Sending love and prayers your way,
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Sending love from one Angel Mother to another...  / Tiffany Webber (none)
Nicole-
I came across your picture on babygaga.com.  As soon as I saw that you had lost your little boy Jaden I immediately went to this site and started crying, then when I saw that you lost Leland too my heart just broke.  I am so sorry for your great losses that you have endured and continue to endure.  I lost my little boy Taylor at 38 weeks pregnant  and I had 2 miscarriages before him at 10 and 12 weeks.  I'm 7 weeks pregnant now and hoping that this will be my first live birth. Losing a child is the hardest thing anyone will ever go through and I can't even imagine how battered and bruised you must feel by now.  My heart is aching for you.  I wish I could just wrap my arms around you and give you a big hug.  You and your family are in my prayers.  Your two sons are beautiful!  Perfect in everyway just like my Taylor.  As much pain and uncertainty that you go through when you lose a child, there is one thing I do know, that we will see them again.  I know this will all my heart.  As one of my favorite scriptures says "All things have been done in the wisdom of Him who knoweth all things."  There is hope even when it feels so dark.  I pray that you will be comforted and that you will find peace in our Savior Jesus Christ.
God Bless,
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Love / Callie Turner (read from baby-gaga )
I can't imagine what you must have felt while you held your baby's hand and watched him pass away, I have a two and a half year old little boy and I feel after reading this that I have taken for granted what God has given to me. Children are the greatest gift you could ever receive and I don't know how you have endured the lose of two. You are one of my hero's I don't even know you or your family but my heart hurts for you and after reading your stories I am making a promise to make each day count. Thank you for your inspiration.
calijo03@yahoo.com

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IM SORRY  / TONI (NONE)
I SAW THIS LINK TO YOUR CHILDRENS MEMORIAL FROM A PREGNANCY PICTURE OF YOU, NOT TO MENTION YOU LOOKED BEAUTIFUL, THIS IS REALLY TOUCHING TO ME......YOUR CHILDREN WERE SO BEAUTIFUL AND IM SORRY THAT YOU ENDURED THE PAIN THAT YOU HAD TO, TO HAVE LOST TWO BEAUTIFUL BABY BOYS MUST HAVE BEEN SO HARD FOR YOU. BUT WHATS AMAZING IS THAT GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES YOUR CHILDREN, ALL THOUGH THEY WERE ONLY HERE FOR A MINIMAL TIME, YOUR BOYS SURVED THERE LIFES PURPOSE IF THAT WAS SOMETHING GOD INTENDED FOR YOUR FAMILY OR FOR YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND PERSONALLY, I DONT KNOW.....YOUR STORY TOUCHED MY HEART AND BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES MY CONDOLENCES ARE WITH YOU BUT REMEMBER YOUR BOYS WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU IN HEAVEN AND YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE TWO ANGELS WATCHING OVER YOU....SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS  Close

hello / Leah Feuerberg (none)
Wow, my heart goes out to you! My name is Leah. I came accrossed your page from baby-gaga.com. I also lost my child. Emily Leanne, at 4 days old for no reason 9-26-06. You are such a strong person, I just don't know if I could handle losing another child. I find it very helpfull to have friends to talk to with a simular situation. If you want to talk please feel free to write me. I will listen anytime! Close

my prayers are with you  / Shauna (visitor)
It's funny how you can read something and see photos so intimate to another family, that you feel so connected, and so much pain for them. I've never met you or your family, I simply came upon this page through a link you posted with your pregnancy model photo.

Your families story breaks my heart, but it also inspires me. What a strong and loving marriage and family you must have to be able to cherish the memories you have and yet still continue on.

I'm currently a registered walker for walkamerica with the march of dimes, and it's stories like these that make the event so real and meaningful. I want you to know that on April 28th I'll be walking with thousands of other people, and you and your family will be on my mind.

I hope your current pregnancy is a blessing. I'm currently at 8 weeks, and only hope I can be as strong as you if something doesn't go as planned.

God Bless.
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Sorry for your loss..  / Alicia Miller (not related )
i am soooo sorry to hear about ur loss......that is soooo sad to hear...whenever i read it i just started crying...... Close

I'm sorry  / Mira's Mommy (Fellow angel mommy )

Words can not begin to express, how sorry I am for your loss.  I pray your faith gives you peace when your heart only feels sorrow.   What beautiful baby boys you have, now in Heaven, to one day be reunited with the mother who held and loved them so dearly.  I pray the time that passes till then, holds much joy for you.

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